Too much

I was just called a fat slob by my brother. He told me to go do some situps. Then he hit me. My wrist is swollen, and can barely move it.

I haven't eaten in 2 days, I swear I'm trying. It's just like the scale is not budging like I want it to. Maybe I'm doing too many muscle exercises? I keep failing even when I'm working so hard.

I ate a veggie burger 2 days ago, I KNOW that's what did it.

I've only lost 2.4 pounds. I'm never going to eat again.

I wish I could starve until I disappear. It seems like thats where everyone thinks I belong, nowhere.

Wish me Thin, sisters
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