WOW!

No food yesterday, and I wake up this morning with a grumbly belly, but no real hunger! I swear to the heavens, it's like kicking a drug or gambling habit. Food is my weakness, but I've never really gone an entire day without eating. I feel so... strong again.

I felt my life spin out of control yesterday, and I now recognize what happened as a panic attack. I was rehearsing a song, and at the end I just burst into uncontrollable tears.

I feel like I can face today, now. I've at least got something under control and damn it I'm not giving it up


PSB
Zai